Sunday, October 24, 2010

kings and queens

Into your eyes
Hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives
Through blood an pain
In defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams

We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser god
Between heaven and hell, Heaven and hell.
30 Seconds To Mars - Kings And Queens

So I'm trying to find my own king, and I barely have any idea where he actually is. I don't even know if he actually exists.
Even if I know him, I don't know if he knows I, his queen exist.
People say the right one will come to me, sooner or later. But I keep on thinking, perhaps my right one was to find me but he suddenly got hit by a truck - ha ha. Not. I hope not.

Have you ever felt like.. you actually know that YOU WANT THEM. It's always been them.
But the main problem is, you DON'T KNOW if they feel the same way too.
And that main problem, is the only thing that confuses you: to go on, hoping for them to come to you OR to stop, stop there and start forgetting them.

You know what hurts?
When you keep on showing them signs but they can't seem to understand.
Holy fudge boy, when are you going to open your eyes and start realizing that I am crazy about YOU? AND ONLY YOU?


Ok. So I have a little question for you to answer,
If you like someone so much and you have shown them how much you love them but they can't seem to understand, what will you do then? Just keep on doing what you have been doing or walk away?
Comment on the 'comment'. :)


  1. melanjutkan hidup dan mungkin bakal galau di malam harinya, tiap hari.
    hehe :)

    salam kenal firstly :)

  2. " You know what hurts?
    When you keep on showing them signs but they can't seem to understand."
    i know how's that hurts :'(

    i'v learned that "everything happen for a reasson"

    and i choose to walk away ..
    it's really easy to say but hard to do :'(
    but ,we can't let our life stuck just because he dont understand how much we love him .
    right ?
    if he really dont understand , it means he's not good enough for us :')

    anyway salam kenal cc tiffany :)

  3. i walk away.
    and actually, i have got this one before...
    i gave up :)
    but it didn't hurt me so much :)
    maybe he's not the one i look for

  4. well, walk away. or let the time show you what to do. cliche, but "walk away" when you arent ready yet only hurt yourself.
    As the time pass, you'll be ready, you might already find someone else better then you wont even feel its hard to move on. :)

  5. I'll walk away.. i know it hurts :(
    i've felt it

  6. I'll walk away and find another way :)

  7. you know, I've been thinking sooo long just to figure it out..
    then i choose to walk away, from him, who was always been in my heart since 4 years ago..
    first, it's hurts me much. then i realized, maybe the pain which i'm feeling rite now could be worse if i stay with that damn feeling.
    he do know bout my heart just turn into him, but he didn't have a bravery to take that chance. that makes me choose to walk away..

    and, nice to know you..
    I'm Ree.. :)

  8. Walk away.

    Maybe he cannot understand you because he can't seem to reciprocate what you're showing him.

    I guess instead of wasting your time with someone who can't appreciate you, walk away. Who knows? The right one could be waiting for you. :)

  9. Hi! I guess you gotta give your all(but make sure to save some for yourself ;) ),and at some point it'll just hit you. When you've done your part, its all up to him. No one has the control to dictate on feelings right? its feelings not a choice. And I believe that no matter how you LIKE-NEED-LOVE a person, there will come a time that you'll get tired, its human nature and when that time comes... you'll be ready again... to love. The love that you deserve! :)