Wednesday, June 30, 2010

#10, someone i don't talk as much as i'd like to

Anthony William

Yes, my very own brother. I may not like my brother, but i know that he's been trying to be a good brother for me. He may be a jackass, but he will always be the anthony william i know. He will always be a loving and caring brother for me.
Now that you're 28, i know that you will soon get married with the love of your life. And if you ever happen to read this,
i just want you to know that i, tiffany william will always love you no matter what.

How i wish we could talk more. :')

Te quiero mi hermano... know that i will always do.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

who i really am

I've got people asking, "who the hell is tiffany william?"
Let me answer that goddamn question now.

The name is tiffany william. It may sound german-american, but i have no german-american blood in me. I am chinese born indonesian.
I am sixteen, straight, single, and christian. I'm wondering if aliens really exist.
I was born on january 6 1994, and that makes me a capricorn.
I go to SMA Santa Ursula, and i am now officially an eleventh grader. I find social studies more interesting than science, NOTE THAT!

I am an amateur tennis player, a part time pathetic writer, a full time daughter, and a freelance photographer.
I am a wordsmith. I am a thinker. And my motto is, if i want it, i will get it.
I am a day-dreamer. I am always drunk. I love my apple cheeks.

I speak indonesian, english, chinese, and spanish. I'd like to learn german and french.
I would really love to visit united kingdom and czech republic.

I am interested in sports, arts, music, indie, apple's gadgets, photography & lomography.
I scream, i cry, i laugh, i smile. Well, basically i do things normal people do, the difference is, i do it my way.

I love my daddy berry much. andry william, you know i will always do.

#9, person(s) i'd like to meet

Matthew Goode

Christofer Drew Ingle :)

Rafael Nadal Parera

Adam Young

Schweet. Only if they lived in Indonesia, I wouldn't be this fanatic, I suppose. -.-

Sunday, June 27, 2010

#8, internet friend

Every girl needs a gay friend! Haha kidding xav, (:
He is ONG XAVIER my favorite internet friend.

We suffered from heartbreak together, and he's been a nice friend every girl would wish for.
He's nice to talk to... and simply funny. OH, HE IS CORNY TOO. :)

Get connected with him,


I tried to survive for three months, or long, you may say. I guess it's time to stop living in the past. Time goes, never stops, it runs, and life goes on. So i am announcing... welcome new chapter of my life :)

I HAVE MOVED ON, BY THE WAY. :) which is a really good thing, no?

Am i in love?
I don't know if i am in love though... have you ever liked someone so bad, but you just have not met them yet?
That's how i feel right now. You haven't seen them in real life, but you feel that.. the connection is right.
Is it wrong anyway?
If it is, then what am i supposed to do next?
I am sure of him. I trust him. I enjoy talking to him, mocking him (in a friendly way, of course, hehe), joking with him.. i simply enjoy wasting my time with him.

He's been there to accompany me day and night,
He's been there to accompany me when i feel effing lonely,
He's been there to give me a company when i watch world cup late at night,
He's been there to make me smile again, even in darkest hours,
He's been there to make me feel that... i deserve to be loved again. :)
And we support the same teams: Argentina and Spain. ha, out of topic but whatever really. We basically share the same interests.
Blah, i think i have a crush on you.

You asked me why would i like you, and let me ask you back one thing, why not? :)
Don't ask me why because the answer will keep on going, too many reasons why.
Even if i had the chance to choose to like you or not, i'd still choose to like you anyway.

I am not afraid to tell you that i.... love you,
but i am truly, incredibly afraid of what you'll say back :(

I hope you're not gonna get mad cos i'm posting this thing but... i'm just trying to say what i've been feeling.
And i hope... you feel the same way too. :/

jmeitily. :/

Saturday, June 26, 2010

#6, stranger

Talking about strangers... well, i believe that strangers are our friends waiting to be realized.
Nothing much i can talk about strangers though, because everyone is my friend ;)

It's nice when strangers become friends,
But it sucks when friends become strangers.

Friday, June 25, 2010

i... miss you

The loving words you speak
Make my problems disappear
You make me feel so good
I always want you near

Thursday, June 24, 2010

#5, dreams

Don't make me dream of something you can't make true

1. To lay on a field with someone i love and share our dreams

2. To eye a star and name it after you and me

3. To write and publish my first book -but yes, i still don't even know what to write

4. To meet adam young in person, and tell him how much i love him and his songs

5. To have my very own airplane

6. To have my own room in the attic

7. To be fluent in english, spanish, and french. Well, german would do great too :D

8. To visit united kingdom, czech republic, and somewhere in europe

9. To go to university of pennsylvania

10. To stay best friends with my two sweet bitches, ernielly leo and clara tania

11. Last... to be in your arms.

about a girl

She may not be your dream come true,
She may not be the shooting star you've always wished,
But she will always try to be that one girl you've always needed.

1) She won't mind sleeping a little bit later just to talk to you, the guy she's been in love with
2) You've always been in her prayer
3) She would call or text you, in her busiest time, just to know if you're doing alright
4) She would never get mad at you, because she never wants to hurt your feeling
5) She may get jealous some times, but never get it the wrong way, it means she loves you a little too much
6) She hates waiting, but when it comes to waiting for someone she loves, she won't care
7) She can be your best friend and your lover at a time
8) She always wants you to be happy, even if she is no longer the part of it
9) She always wants you to find a reason to smile, even if she is no longer the reason
10) She may fake her smiles, but never her tears and feelings
11) She remembers every little thing about you
12) When you're near, her heart beats faster and slower at the same time
13) When you talk to her, she can't seem to stop smiling
14) When you hold her hands, her heart melts like never before
15) When you brush her hair, her cheeks blush
16) When you kiss her, her knees go weak
17) When you laugh, it warms her heart
18) When you cry, it bleeds her heart
19) When you're away, she'll never stop loving and missing you
20) When you leave her, you take parts of her, and her heart with you
21) She loves you for who you are, not for how you look
22) She loves you in and out
23) However sweaty you may get, she won't mind to give you a warm hug
24) However annoying you may get, she can never get mad
25) She never forgets every little thing she's done with you
26) She never forgets the times that bring smiles to her face
27) She never forgets the one that flies her high, and it's you
28) She never forgets her anniversary date
29) She loves the way you call her name
30) She loves you.


The people that have been teaching me how to enjoy my life to the highest,
Been there when my friends can't be there,
Yes. Siblings.

I love you Anthony and Diana William,
you know I shall always do. <3

Wednesday, June 23, 2010


The man and the woman that 'made' me
The ones who have been shaping and teaching me,
To be who I am today.

Monday, June 21, 2010


Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

Adam, I can be your Eve if you let me to. :)

a square root of three

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

-David Feinberg


The ones that bring the best in me. :')
Forever I will always love you.


Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

well, let's see if i can make it through :D


if you get more than 30, get some counselling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.

I fear …
[ ] black people
[ ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 3

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 6

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] scary movies
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old

Total so far: 9

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood

Grand total; 9

Sunday, June 20, 2010

disney all night long

From Disney, we've learnt:

1) Why was Snow White given an apple with poison?
To show that not all people are as kind as they pretend to be.

2) Why did Cinderella have to run away when the clock stroke midnight?
To remind us that everything has limitations even dreams.

3) Why did Ariel mermaid decide to exchange her fins with feet?
To show that anyone is willing to give up anything to be happy.

4) Why did Beauty get in love with the Beast?
To show us that beauty IS NOT everything, we have to look at the personality first.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010


Alright, here we go.
Pff, to be honest my hands are sweating and shaking right now. After a year I signed off from Blogger, I'm finally on again, with different me.

I do have a dream, and my dream is to have a dream.

We all have dreams. I do have dreams. But sometimes, we just don't know what to do with those 'dreams'.
Some of us may think, dreams are just dreams, and they are unreal. But to tell, dreams encourage you to do better in life.
They encourage you to catch what you have always wanted, even the impossible ones.

Believe, in dream everything is possible.
And believe it too, that in life everything is possible.

Don't stop fantasizing, because fantasizing leads to dreaming. Don't stop dreaming, because dreaming leads to succeeding.
-Tiffany William

You see, dreaming is free. So is fantasizing.
But never forget to make them come true. If you have tried your best but it still sucks, don't break down,
Because God will take the rest. ;)

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

i love you.

When you came along, I wasn't even looking for anyone.
As I got to know you, I saw you as a great friend.
You made me laugh from the heart and see things in a whole different way.
With you I can speak without wondering what you might think.
I can be me and you can be you.
You learned my weakness and encouraged me to grow.
You found my strenght and challenged me to become even stronger.
You helped me to see myself as a good and beautiful person and just when I least expected it,
you showed me exactly how I wanted to be loved.
I love you my darling, with everything I stand for.

holding you

my heart cracks

You may think I'm a lunatic. Go ahead, feel free to call me stupid. Maybe I really am.

Tell me how could I move on when I used to have someone who was the love of my life,
Tell me how could I move on when I used to have someone who showed me that forever still existed,
Tell me how could I move on when I'm still in love with someone, unconditionally,
even when I know he doesn't want me anymore.

He may not be the smartest,
He may not be the most handsome,
But he has always been the best for me. He is the one who brought the best in me.
He has always been the sweetest, most loving boyfriend and a best mate to me.

He knows exactly how to make me smile when I'm at my lowest,
He knows exactly how to cheer me up when I break down,
He knows me in and out. He WAS my life.

But then he walked away,
And he took parts of me with him,
He took my heart away with him.
Now that you're gone, mike..
I don't know what I smile for every morning I wake up.

oh it is love

They ask me what's love to me,
I look back and think for seconds. Then I say your name.
They say I'm stupid, but they don't understand,
They're the ones who don't understand what love is.