i'm fearless.

Lie.

It would be my biggest lie if I told you I'm fearless.

I ain't fearless.

Have you ever been so afraid to lose someone, even when that someone is not even yours, YET?

I am. I am too afraid to lose that someone. Yes that someone that's not even mine.

Pathetic? Well, not really. What's so pathetic about that?

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.

-Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down

Six more days to meeting him.

And I really do hope it's gonna be just fine.

I still like you.