kings and queens

Into your eyes

Hopeless and taken

We stole our new lives

Through blood an pain

In defense of our dreams

In defense of our dreams

We were the kings and queens of promise

We were the victims of ourselves

Maybe the children of a lesser god

Between heaven and hell, Heaven and hell.

30 Seconds To Mars - Kings And Queens

So I'm trying to find my own king, and I barely have any idea where he actually is. I don't even know if he actually exists.

Even if I know him, I don't know if he knows I, his queen exist.

People say the right one will come to me, sooner or later. But I keep on thinking, perhaps my right one was to find me but he suddenly got hit by a truck - ha ha. Not. I hope not.

Have you ever felt like.. you actually know that YOU WANT THEM. It's always been them.

But the main problem is, you DON'T KNOW if they feel the same way too.

And that main problem, is the only thing that confuses you: to go on, hoping for them to come to you OR to stop, stop there and start forgetting them.

You know what hurts?

When you keep on showing them signs but they can't seem to understand.

Holy fudge boy, when are you going to open your eyes and start realizing that I am crazy about YOU? AND ONLY YOU?

:(

Ok. So I have a little question for you to answer,

If you like someone so much and you have shown them how much you love them but they can't seem to understand, what will you do then? Just keep on doing what you have been doing or walk away?

Comment on the 'comment'. :)

lies

Everybody lies. Truth.

I did. I still do. Well, I don't really tell lies "lies". How about white lies then?

Ok talking about white lies... they're still lies anyways. However white, however clean the lies you tell, they're still lies anyways.

You ask if they hurt. Well, yes: if you don't know if they're actually lying, but soon you know. And no: if you know they're lying, but they still lie anyway.

Sometimes you just wanna laugh at those liars who keep on lying to you, even when you know they really are. You don't wanna tell them that you know - not because you don't have the guts to, you do; but you wanna know how hard they'll break down because they do lie to you.

Anyways,

Yep, you. I just wanna tell you one thing.

I believe in you. I put my trust in you.

Just please, don't break it.

Because once you break it, it's hard to you to get the privilege back.

you and i

Took the picture today,

And decided to write something about the picture,

Well here goes:

You and I,

We may be different,

But we're still humans anyway

You and I,

We may look different,

But we're still humans anyway

You and I,

We may see things in different views,

But we still see the same thing anyway

You and I,

We may think in different ways,

But we still think of the same thing anyway

You and I,

We may be different,

But I still love you anyway

dear fellows

Oh hi. :)

On this post, I wanna share about things that fly me high, but sometimes drop me down.

Well, first up. I wanna apologize for all things I've done wrong to my dear followers on Twitter. I may not know what things I've done wrong, or how I've gone wrong but I'm sorry if I have ever hurt your feelings. But please remember, I never intend to.

Second. I just wanna tell that I DON'T COPY-PASTE THE QUOTES I WRITE. Even if I copy paste, I always put "". I'll put the writer name if it's written, but I'll just put "" if it's unknown.

If there are some of my quotes that look alike the quotes other writers have written, then I don't know. I really don't. I don't google quotes and post them on Twitter, because I know it's wrong. I appreciate originality, really.

Third. I'm sorry if I barely reply your mentions on Twitter. It's not because I don't want to, but it's because sometimes - I can't see your mentions because I get loads of Retweets. So I'm really sorry. If you have things to tell me or if you wanna talk, please, feel free to email me:

tiffanywxyz.gmail.com

But please, I'm only human. I make mistakes too. But I really appreciate the way you talk politely. I've got stuffs like "You suck up bitch." Ok even if I do, who are you to call me a bitch?

waiting...

For my hair to grow longer!!! :D

This is my happy face,

And my hair is this long.

Oh well, yeah I know my hair is pretty long... My dad thinks I should get my hair cut soon but dad, not yet. I'm waiting for my hair to reach my waist. Cos I'm going to cut my hair off - not - I'm going to donate 30 cm of my hair to one lucky cancer survivors.

You know they need hair. They have to pass this kind of chemotherapy and lose their hair. So I'm going to help them :) I'll donate my hair to American Cancer Society I think, because I don't know if Indonesians still donate their hair to Indonesian Cancer Society. Then one lucky survivor will get my hair in.... a wig!

Oh well,

Can't wait to help them, really.

get well soon

Get well soon watermelon!

You may not understand who does that watermelon refer to...

But at least I know he will understand.

Missing the 'fine' you.

#nomorehate

Talking about world peace these days,

Some say:

"Impossible. We're different to each other."

"Easy to be said, hard to be done. Exactly."

"Non-sense. World peace can never happen."

But I think, if you don't throw your negative thoughts about world peace away, how will you support world peace then?

I know it's hard, but doesn't mean it's impossible, no?

I'm tired of hearing "war here war there." Isn't it just more beautiful to have a peaceful earth? The one without war, the one without hatred. Only love. God has created us to love each other, not to hate.

So please guys, if you think you still hate your friends, your parents or anyone else. STOP! Start loving them.

If you live to hate,

You'll never learn how to love.

People have screamed. People have yelled. THEY WANT PEACE.

If you support world peace,

Well I have made this badge. Please save and copy this badge on your webs: your blog, facebook, tweet it on your twitter or whatsoever. PLEASE!