Friday, September 10, 2010

Old Bands That Never Die \m/


1. Linkin Park
Oh man, i've always loved this band since i was in primary school, believe it or not. I believe most of you have too! Their songs never bore me, they are simply the bomb! They've been rocking for nearly 14 years and.... yeah, they rock. From Papercut to Numb, to What i've done and to The Catalyst.

2. Greenday

3. Simple Plan

DEFINITELY! Who the hell doesn't like them anyways? Well i basically love the old Simple Plan. Their songs truly represented the youths' souls. Not saying their new songs don't represent us tho. Oh i even had them for my literature project when i was in year 9. And in 2008, i effing watched them live in Jak!Jam 2008. Oh guess what, believe it or not i met them in person. I got to meet them at the meet and greet! Thanks for my aunty, she helped me meet them. ;)

4. Blink 182

Helljea. Nothing beats their "I'm Lost Without You". ;)

5. SUM 41


Can't believe I was once deadly in love with Derick Whibley, the lead vocalist. GRAAAAH. He's damn hot btw.

#18 Someone I wish I could be

No particular reason, sometimes I just wish I were her.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

monokkhromatikk



inspiration


It is never easy to get an inspiration.


NEVER.

And I do think I'm now losing my inspirations. Like you know... it was easy for me to find inspirations that I could write a novel myself - but yes, it was accidentally deleted by my cousin. It was cheesy tho, so I was kinda grateful that my cousin deleted it.

I plan on writing another book. But when people ask me, "What kind of book are you going to write?" I'm all like, "Yeah that's the problem. I don't know. I don't even know what kind of topic I'm going for."

:(
I originally planned to start writing when this Lebaran holiday started. Two days have passed, and blank page is still in front of me. But why is it so easy for me to find inspirations when I doodle? I've drawn six different doodling these two days.
Well.. turns out I'm gonna have to think, think, think and think.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

BERDIRI


Enak ya jadi gedung tinggi ini,
Diguncang-guncang,
Tidak perlu jatuh,
Tidak perlu menangis,
Tidak perlu menitikkan air mata

Yah,
Paling kalau gedungnya sudah tua

MATI


Mati tidak harus tidak bernapas
Mati..... bagi saya, tidak hidup,
Secara rohani - itu yang ingin saya katakan

Ya, mati tapi hidup
Semua orang pasti pernah merasakannya
Tidak produktif, tidak bisa tersenyum - apalagi tertawa, tidak hidup

Seperti dua wayang itu
Dipermainkan,
Dipermainkan,
Dipermainkan sepanjang hidupnya
Tidak melawan
Pasrah,
Dipermainkan


Tapi beberapa bilang,
"Mati itu pasti lebih menggembirakan."

Namun,
Bagaimana jika kita menyesal ketika nanti kita menutup mata?

Friday, September 3, 2010

iAdios Mi Hermana!

So yeah.. my sister left for United States today. And it sure did drive me nuts.
Living my days without her sure shall.. kill me badly. You know, maybe if she was still in Jakarta at this very moment, she wouldn't be here, at home, with me. She'd be out with her boyfriend and friends, hanging around and having fun since it's Friday night. But I'd not complaint, because I know she'd be there with me at night anyway.

I've had her for my entire life... and I'd still her tomorrow, next week, next month, next year... next century.

I love her so much.
She is the first person I run to when I break down.
She is the first person I share my stories.
She is the first person to know if I'm not okay.
She is the first person to know if I'm happy.
She is always the first person to know me better than I know myself.

:(

Hell i promised her not to cry because she'd leave. But now I am. At this very moment, while typing this. Can't help my tears no more.. I've missed her already.
It may be hard for you to find a good sister, because the best is already mine.