If there's a rocket, tie me to it

Because I'd love to leave this life for some time, run away, and be another me.

No earthlings, joke, I'm not bored of my own life. :)

By the way, hello again! I know I haven't been on here for quite a long time, but here I am again, all ready to trash your internet!

Alright, you may be asking: "Tiff what the hell is the picture above all about, I'm not brokenhearted or hurt or anything else." But, I've been getting this repeated question on formspring lately, and it's been about "How to move on." So there it goes, a typography I just made 10 minutes ago. Hope that helps!

yellow

Your skin,

Oh yeah, your skin and bones

Turn into something beautiful

And you know,

You know I love you so

You know I love you so

Coldplay - Yellow

I still remember the very first time you told me this was your favorite song.

Then whenever my iPod plays this song.. it's just you in my mind.

I must admit, my birthday was one of the best days in my life. You called me at 4 am, said a happy birthday in your sweetest voice..... and without any reason, there you said 'I love you'.

Tears rolled down my cheeks. I just want you to know, those three words, are the words I'd been waiting for.

Then on the 7th,

You said that you couldn't make it to my birthday. But then you showed up. Gave you the first of my cake. You gave me a warm hug that night.

I couldn't do anything but smile.

I love you, boo.

Two

Talking about the word 'two', what comes up in your mind besides the number after 1?

Well to me:

1. Two eyes to look after

2. Two ears to listen to

3. Two hands to hold on

4. Two feet to stand by you

5. Two words that bring you up and down: hate and love

6. Two persons who support you most: mom and dad

7. Two fathers you have: God and your biological father

8. Two of a kind: YOU and I

9. Two different persons to gather as one: YOU and I

10. Two hearts to gather as one: YOURS and MINE

11. Two dreams that will come true: OUR

12. Two lives that worth more than everything: OUR

13. Two journeys that become as one: OUR

So the question now is:

what comes up in your mind besides the number after 1? Like usual, answer on the comment box. :)

when i was only six

Life was so much easier.

Life was just a game, and I were the player, I'd always win.

Life was just a piece of paper, I'd use a pencil to write on it, I'd never be afraid of being wrong, because I knew I had an eraser.

Life was something I'd never regret.

'Tomorrow' was everything I'd wait for.

Now that I am sicksteen.

Everything is just the opposite.

Will I regret life then?

Well, no. Life will always still be the greatest gift God's ever given me. :)

unstoppable me

Ok. I know that some people have been asking me to start writing a book. Haha but seriously, they need to know how hard it is to write a book. It's not as easy as ABC.

I've got some thoughts that will be written in my book - I hate the way I say my book, it's not like I'm really going to.

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"Now I know."
"What do you know?"
"I was too stupid I loved him. I was too stupid that I believed what he'd always said. I should've known that guys tell bullshits."
"I don't."

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"You know I've always loved you."
"I don't. You never told me so."
"I never want to tell you. Because I want you to feel it yourself."
"You should have..... Then who's the girl?"
"Oh that girl?"
"Yeah."
"Jealous?"
"I don't."
"Don't tell me lies."
"I don't."
"Ok. So I know that she may be prettier than you.. but even if life gives me thousands of her, they're nothing compared to you."
"...."
"It's you. It's always been you. There's no other."
"I'm out of words."
"I. Love. You."

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Hm corny much.

the night is not young

1:47 AM

I can't sleep.
The thoughts of you are running in my mind.

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I'm wondering if thoughts of me are running in yours, too..

living in a dream

Dreams.

People believe some dreams are not meant to come true. Really then? I don't know. Yeah perhaps my dreams haven't all come true. But doesn't mean one day, one of my dreams will come true.

But....

To me, if my dreams are not to come true, the hell with it. I've still got more dreams to reach, to work for. I don't understand why some people would just... stop dreaming. When you decide to stop dreaming, it means you decide to give up your everything.

World peace. One of my dreams is to make world peace. Join me? Let's just start in our community. Start loving, stop hating. Remember, if you live to hate, you'll never learn to love.

Anyways,

To be with you is one of my dreams too. :)